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Merrigan (絕美‧華麗)                                                                                       看板  diary
 標題  人間(七十)                                                                                                                        
 時間  Thu Sep 20 14:15:25 2001                                                                                                    
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      這些日子有很多斷層
      沒有辦法..也沒有心思作為紀錄
                                                                               
                                                                               
      黑色天空中竄出不會停止的風
      狂亂..沒有規律的流竄
      很多人畏懼這樣的情況
      而我卻欣喜的看著這景象
                                                                               
      我..恨那種庸俗的感覺..
      就算風雨交加
      就算有人喪命
      人生不過只是如此
      何必去看著電視在家裡念念有詞的去感嘆災情多嚴重
      若真的有心改善就不該在平時一副自掃門前雪樣


      這不是做作嗎..
                                                                               
      這不是嗎..
      你們感嘆只是因為自己敵不過大自然而感覺到渺小
      而不是真的感覺到人生不該只是獨善其身
      不應該這樣的..
      可是在這裡卻理所當然了
      你們可以被災情所感動
      可是卻可以獨自扮演多種角色
      決定多少不能上檯面的事情
      那些媒體特別剪接的片段
      配上一般人能夠動容的音樂
      一些再老陳不過的災後感言
      剛好可以配合許多人的心意
                                                                               
      在自己親友前作勢
      在同事面前感到惋惜與同情
      在自己家的電視機面前還要裝模作樣


      那種感覺..
      我的生命中充斥著這種「動人」的情懷
      我必須配合著你們感動嗎
      我應該嗎
                                                                               
                                                                               
      我究竟要站在什麼點上
                                                                               
                                                                               
      你們是真心面對這世界嗎..
                                                                               
      還是不斷編織自己的藉口
      當被人強迫卸下偽裝
      抽絲剝繭之後..
      才對著人哭訴說
                                                                               
                                                                               
      「這只是我的醜陋作祟,求求你饒了我..」
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
      我很討厭這樣的世界..
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
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        我走過多少寧靜的莊園
        回頭一顧  屍野殘桓
                                                                               
        我見過多少燦爛的微笑
        憐憫蒼生  焦骨炭灰飛散
                                                                               
        在風中  我不會忘記求神憐憫詛咒的降臨


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